Talking to a stranger
My misspelling is too ひどい
My left eye hurts…
and went to ophthalmic clinic ,doctor said the iris got hurt in someway..
(idk why!)and now having eyepatch over my left eye…
cannot see around…｡(´Д⊂ヽ
From now, I have one recording …have to go to studio.
luckily,I take part in this project as a songwriter so I don’t sing today ,just sit and watching …(｀・ω◇´)←just like this face mark lol
I finished my some lyrics work today and after went to watch a baseball night game in my city.(I’ve got a ticket by chance)
Our city has a huge stadium and I went there.
Actually I have been there at the age of 4,but all the sight seemed new to me today.
There were many excited supporters and huge shining lights,and the game was aired on TV.Yeah,of course there were some photo journalists….
They were working on this bright,brilliant field,and shooting some photos of the top players .literally,on the front line lol
I haven’t seen his working style but maybe doing as same like them.
He is living in a fantasy world..
Oh no …I cannot escape from his ghost.
Just wanna see him…
Why is he still so attractive to me?
i oslo accompanied with him only for 30 min,
he took all of my heart„,!!!
And the spell that he cast hasn’t released yet!!noooo
I see people ,meet people,everyday but no one…no one could take his place.
If I said yes to him at the text,..Maybe I could meet him in this summer…
But he won’t text me…(´；ω；｀)
I lost my weight ,and am trying to grow my hair out…
really want to meet him again.
Just meet him,and have some chat ,and visit my city’s places.
I planned it once when I got a text saying he’d like to visit my city ,but I was too contrary person to tell him my real feelings…..nooooo
Just visit places ,like couples(well,I know he’s just a friend..)
and make happy memories.
So, I’m trying to forget about him with getting through many works.
(I’ve been sleepless for these weeks…and got terribly dark rings under my eyes!)
Decided to concentrate to music work,to live with royalties,
and if I earn much money,will move to Europe.
I think there are more chances than being in Japan,(Japanese music industry getting shrinking)
Hopefully ,would like to get a music composer job for Medical drama(I’m a huge fan of Grey’s anatomy)
mm,but I cannot speak English at all…(´・ω・｀)
I’d rather die
Having feelings for someone is not necessary for me
It only gives me a grief though I’m not a heroine of tragedy
Why can people love others?
I think that’s just a mental malfunction
Is there any cure for this disease?
I don’t need this pain and mistake.
自分と彼の仕事の違いを見ると死にたくなる。
ただそれだけ。
住んでる世界が違うなあ。
ぶちこわしたいなあ、このカベ。
というわけで猛烈に仕事に取り組んでいます。
When does my dream come into full bloom?
After had met him,my views and the purpose changed completely.
I was really shut-in person,before I don’t know the people in other countries.
But now,you see?
I can tell my opinions in English(barely lol),and have friends all over the world.
I was more social person than I thought.
His word made me aware of it.
He told me on E-mail that he loves to meet new people.
and learn from them,the culture,and history,issues…
First purpose of my starting communication with foreigners was …
Of course, you know that?oh still embarrassing I can’t tell.
But now it became as my hobby ,yeah,I love meeting new people of different race,countries…I can share the experiences with them.
Isn’t it a great thing??amazing .
And today,I showed my English lyrics to a girl who live in England.
And asked her”can you see the story and images?”
She said “Yes,definitely!!”
OMG !!She said Yes!!
I shared my world !with who is not Asian,non-Japanese speaker,and living in a far land..
Of course there are misspelling and grammar mistakes but she could understand my world!
How can I express this feeling to tell you guys!
